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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Bit Low today


Feeling quite sorry for myself today - have Duchess of Duke Street playing on the DVD, thinking about my past year....such a lot has happened. I have breast cancer, have had one unsuccessful operation, and now face a mastectomy and lymph node clearance.

Have lost of support, especially from Mandy, have taken indefinite time off work, worried about finances etc. and as to the man - well am giving up on him. No once have I heard a good wish for my condition or just a simple " how am I going", so I figure he's too high maintenance for me - especially at the moment. And s to the cruel vindictive visit by his partner - I could have done without that.

My son is seeing a beautiful new girl, with a baby - I haven't seen him so happy for ages. And he has a new job, so all is good. He will come & take me to the hospital. Might go look for books today........

1 comment:

  1. I'm sorry to hear about all the difficulties you are having. Sending a squeeze from Scotland.

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